my version of "matahari"

hurmm... agak lama aku x mem"blog"kan diri.. kinna bz wif works n life..huhuhu..
a lot of things happened..drama..drama.. n more drama...
1st..the morning of sadness..when i noe a few people dat really affect my life.. esp eimex..d one who really cheers me up after a korean tamil malay kinna movie happened in my life..n here come konjie.. org ckp sebab mulut badan binasa.. its does happened 2 me.. sbb kan wat i said dat morning..aku terikat dgn kata2 ku sendiri..
selama tempoh 1e jugakklan..aku dihiasi dgn kehadiran 2 org insan ini.. untill now..mereka tlh bk disusahkan..aku x mampu membalasnya..mungkin 1 hr nnti..maafkan sy guys..huhuhu...kalau diingtkan balik..menyesal teramat dgn what happened dat morning...
esp konflik wif mr q n wife..huhu...dah..lupakan..huhuhu

my lif continue mcm org buangna untuk a few weeks.. sedih kdg2..but its my life..its me decision nak bende ni jadi..so kn trm la..huhuh...then..i noe dis guy..mr.I..nice guy...but ade konflik..broke up..ntah mcm mane.. i help him 2 stand up again..broke op in d relation does mean its d end of world..but 4 him..it does.. kesian...i cb build up die nye motivation...alhamdulillah.. dgn berkat usaha n ingtkan ALLAH..he made it!!! sedikit sbyk die dah lupakan dat girl..sy tumpang gembira..but..kt hy merancang..tuhan yang tentukan.. he falled in love wif me..aduhai.. i rs bersalah sgt.. i just nak tlg..criusly.. xde niat..but..he wanted 2 be wif me..or else..?? argh... i hate my self.. ive hurt him juz like what happen 2 her b4..now i dont noe what happen 2 him after dat nite i told him what i felt..juz now i sms him..ask him how is he now..he reply me wif simple word.."sape ni??".. tears down my face.. sedih..happy ade gak.. senang nyer die lupakan sy..wlpun sebagai seorg insan bernama sahabat.. entah.. ALLAH lebih mengetahui..

now..next chapter..(I BUY MY OWN DATE).. d guy yg i fully paid 4 d date..juz bcoz someone ask me2 do dat..pengalaman yang amat menyakitkan... argh!!!! i hate him!!! i really does...kalau jumpa lagi..ill kill dat asshole!!! arghhhhh....

mr korean guy... another men appear in mylife... 2 b honest... i dont have feeling 2 him.. juz a chat.. al maklum.. lama cuti.. so xde keje lain selain menge"chat"kan diri.. a simple man.. working as a operator di korea.. kenal dr chat room.. hmm..ok.lah.. sheikh..hehe..kelantan mali.. ade mix arab.. hrumm...when i share my pic wif him.. he said.." IM D ONE"" DEAR WILL U MARRY ME" huhuhu... i nvr say yes..coz x knl pun..huhuhu...how come he can madly in love wif me lpun x pnh jumpa..love ad d first sight maybe..huhuh..biarlah.. malas nak fikir pasal bende ni..bhhuhuhuhuhuh...


d latest is mr ayen..huhuh... masih kenal2 gak.. biarlah..pasal me n him..let it b a secret 4 now..ill share next time k..hehehe..

adios me diary..heheeheh..