thinking of u

sakit kepala dah almost one week.. after xcident dat day...wondering y asyik muntah2.. tapi alhamdulillah still leh puasa...decided go 2 c doctor... ade bengkak ckit kat dahi.. then he asked me 2 go 2 lab n xray... ntah.. after dapat je result... xde rs pun nak g jumpe balik doc.. juz go back... nak rest n tdo... otak penat sgt2... kalau leh nak tidor je sepanjang hari... dah smpi umah.. boss called... so kene g ofis.. dah sampai ofis... xde bende pun nak wat actually.. die saje je nak jumpe... what d f*** it dat??? lately selalu tol wat hal... last nite i off hp pun die nak marah nape??? what's wrong wif da guy???? die nak wat ape jer kat i sk hati die jer.. annoying tol.. now we talk bout nyamuk... dat ass****.. he read my blog all dis while... same wif my sis... x sk! x sk! i noe blog ni bukan private sgt2... but i buat blog ni xde sape pun tau.. kecuali bloggers yang visit la kan... but xde sape yang kenal i tau pasal blog ni kecuali sorang... shit men... but i dah ckp kat both of them... n im begging them not 2 interupt me anymore... give me sum space plezzzzzzz.. nyamuk plak inform kat A pasal my blog.. nasib baik die x tau...die just noe my id... A.. besok dah fly 2 KK... hope die happy wif his new life kat sana...n jumpe makwe2 yang lagi cun dr i... i love him so much... but i dont noe y loving him bring so much pain... last nite he cant online ofter hours waiting... sedih.. then die terpaksa kwn2 die.. but i dont blame him... juz wondering y die baik sgt 2 3 hari ni... n when im think bout him.. i fell so guilty wif his gf.. she's nice... pki tudung orang nye... padan... now... feels like crying...
i risau pasal fracture... my body dah x larat nak handle any new sickness...
last nite i chat dgn M... he gave me a lot of advice bout my relationship... its makes me think a lot... as a friend... he is a good listener... bertuah tunang die...
gosh... now im alone at d office... doing nothing bout reading stupid case...
miss A... Miss A... Miss A... huhuhu.... sejuk... now i feel cold plak... demam ker??? sejuk panas jer badan ni... hope dugaan hari ni x seteruk hari2 sudah... people around me vry hard 2 handle... my life juz lika a drama.. ups n down... love..friendship... pain... die... huhuhu.....n im lonely...
hmmm.... x sk my boss... keep looking at me like wanna eat me alive... org nak balik x kasi... dok kat ofis like stupido blh plak......... arggggggggggggggggggggg.......
keep thinking bout him... huhuhuhuhuhuhu... sedih jer... nak nagis leh x?????