how???????

not in a good mood..huhuhu...=(...sedih... pasal statistik yang ditinggalkan...kerja yang melambak...kisah2 sinis yang memualkan dan menjijikkan di ofis...masalah kewangan sbb nak byr fee n "nyawa"...huhuhuh aduh..... mcm roller coster otak ni!!!! im sick!!!!
ayen..still mcm 2 gak...nvr give up...br je lps gaduh ngan die..aduh...y la aku terlanjur mencintai dia.. aduh..kesian gf die...aduh...how??????? no mtr what...at the end..people will blame me... but kadang2..aku fikir..xsilahkan kalau aku menumpang kasih dia untuk beberapa bulan lagi kan kan kan...sekurang2nya..aku dapat merasakan cinta sebelum aku tiada...huhuhu..how????????? dat nite...he hurts me..huhuhu..sedih siot...btl2 rasa mcm diri ini "lampin pki buang" aka "pontianak harum SONDAL malam"..huhuh..1st time die buat...huhuh..1 day x layan...but i miss him... hampir2 aku "menduakan" but...honestly...im madly in love wif him..huhuhu..... 2lah...nak sangat jadi pemusnah hubunagn org..a.k.a kekasih gelap..padan muka ko!!!!!!

hehehe....nyamuk!!! budak bangang aka sewel..hehhee...bile fikir pasal die mesti tersengeh2...hehee... lesung pipit dalam siot...boleh buat lesung batu!! kakakkakaa
dah...malas ckp pasal budak sengal 2...

hurm...xlama g puasa...pastu raya...my famili still dont noe but my tutttttttt....adeh...dah mengalir plak air mata....huhuh..sabo2..im not strong enough...wlaupun pembedehan x confirm coz they try ano alternatif..but..still got high risk...how?????????????? i dont now...huhuhu...kanser rahim?????? no!!!!!! sakit ovarian cyst pun dah macam nak mampus handle..ni kan plak kanser rahim...nauzubillah min zalik...huhuhuhuhuhu...how!!! how 2 tell my parents????????????????????????????????? apu...sedih2...aduh..emo!!!!!

dah la...nak g mandi...t kalau umur panjang..cya again ya....