a story of my friend....

it was a lonely day... she was on bed.. trying to stop thinking bout her angel.. y so sudden her angle treated her like hell.. his last massage really make her down and cried like a child...but does dis is what she really wants ol dis while??? avoiding her angle n let him go????? but why her heart juz like a broken class...cant b fix..destroyed...n its hurt... she try 2 cool down but she cant... she think it was over.. she put her ego d lowest level she could n sms her lovely angle...no reply...gosh..she must be with her..huhuhuhuhuhu...she cried...she cried...she cried...

she woke up from her bed.. get online..n chat wif someone.. maybe dat will make her forget bout him.. but why every time her sadness became deeper till she cant barely breath...something is wrong...she need her "life" fast...she took a few pain killer before but it wont works...only dat can help her..and at that time she was thinking...maybe its my time to say goodbye..but d pain dat she felt was xtrmly beyond everything dat she felt before...she need to c L fast...she need to let d pain goes away...so she called L..L refused to give her..coz L want her to stop and afraid he will be arrested again.. she was panic..cant imagine if she could survive wif d pain...gosh..

Z!!! yes Z...her old friend..she maybe got a few stock.. she took taxi and when 2 Z house... Z i would pay any price as long i got dat!!! plz!!!!!! Z said dont have stock n she not taking it for a while...y???? y she stop??? y im d only one who seem to adicted??? no! im not addicted..i juz need it 2 make my pain goes away...then suddenly Z said...y there blood at ur leg???? darn...whats wrong wif me dis time...??? and it was late..should she go 2 d hospital???? or juz back home??? she ask d taxi driver to sent her home...she dont feel anything at dat time..only dissapointed..miss her angle.. n jealousy... dos he having sex wif her girlfriend??? does he kiss her gf...does he .............. again she cried..dats d only thing she could do dat time..

she was home.. no one eccept her maid.. her maid was cleaning d kitchen dat time.. she ask her maid did she having dinner yet or not.. udah kak...she said.. she ask where does others go??? her maid said they went 2 grandma house... ya grandma... she miss her a lot...wanted 2 kiss her so much..but...she felt so tired...week and empty... she clean up her face and her blood.. n go to sleep..wishing she was dreaming all day long...but...

blood..she smell d blood..she felt it.. but she dont feel d pain..no..she really not...she juz lay on her bad.. holding her phone...and tried to sleep... 10..8...6mins.. she felt dat her oksigen is loosing away... she cried..again..her head feel like want 2 explode.. she call her mom..voice mail...she try again...gosh..only got a few cents... thinking..maybe..its was her destiny dying alone in her room..she getting weeker...and she only think bout her angle..she msg a few thing 2 him..but he nvr reply..she giving up...and her eyes cant c anything..getting darker...darker..and.............

she dreaming...its white...very peacefull world..am i death???? only god knew...she cried..then she hear a lil voice.. its her lil bro... calling her name...talking 2 hear wif his own languange...but where is he???i cant c him...i called him... but no answer... then she heard his crying.. so hard...im worried...what happened??? why is he crying????? why i cant see him...y???? mimie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she called her lil bro... she woke up and crying.... she shocked???? blur????? she's really familiar wif d space and smeel... she's at the hospital... argh.....its hurt...her stomuch...her heart...her head..darn...she feel so week and fall asleep again...

she finally wakes up...her mom kiss and hug her..thanks god she's ok...but very mad coz hiding her sickness alone...but her mom dont noe what really happened.. she having an major operation..she loose a lot of blood and her lugs get infection..high fever and was suspected to H1n1 again...and she was coma for 5 days.. but..she's fine now..only theres a thing dat she cant tell her parents after meeting wif dr fabian... not for now.. she keep asking...why dont god juz let her die??? y she still survived???

now...she's not like she use to be... a friendly friend... full of happiness but now..less talking...more dreaming and ignoring people around...she need time...ya...she is...juz pray for her... only she feels the pain n suffer...she's....................................................... hoping for some light to cheer her up... and her angle?????...juz let it b... she trying hard...2 let him go...can she??? now...all she can b is pretender...actress in her own drama..juz waiting its to end...really...really end...