FUCK YOU!!!!

hahahhaa.... what a nice day....
2 days not working...
2 days wif my lovely greeny...
2 days wif hates...
2 days after trow away my pills..
2 days wif no ryzal..
2 days wif no life...
2 days wif no ayen...

yes..!!! ayen...
stupid me 4 loving him diz much..
stupid me 4 trusting him..
stupid me 4 make a wish every single n8 2 b wif him..
my stupid fucking ass...hoping he will care!!!!!!

what d fuck should i do take make him love me???
am i dat ugly???
am i dat dirty???
am i dat bitchy??
TELL ME!!!!

what sould i do 2 make my heart delete all d memories n love..
what should i do so dat i can erased him in my life??
should i kill myself then...
so dat he can laugh at me..
n say..."STUPID BITCH...such a loser???"..
perempuan x tau malu!!!!!

stupid!!!..move 2 KK so dat u can be close 2 him???
STUPID!!!... i am an idiot!!!!!!!!

im going back 2 kg..
be my own brother slave...
be hit every single day...
crying all n8...
walking like a zombie...
wif no life..
only blood..
and pain...

he has no mercy 2 me at all ....
he's no d men u used 2 noe..
who care a lot bout u..
he called u almost every single n8...
d one who be ur shoulder 2 cry...
now?????...

no mtr how i hate him...
my love for him stronger...
NO BODY CAN LOVE HIM LIKE I DO!!!...
ur future wif.. she may love u..but not like i do..
trust me...i noe...

mybe its time 4 me 2 walk away...
perhaps i will try...
get a life dear...
who are u 2 hv his love???
u r DIRTY...
U r Priceless...
U r nothing...
u r SHIT!!!!

hurt..yes...but my greenny owez wif me...
by best friend...
it can make stop crying..
it can make me forgot about ayen 4 a while..

hehehhee...thanx greeny...